DailyThought #70 - It's Life Cuz I Live It
Sometimes I feel like maybe I am ok with mediocrity. Sometimes I think I try so hard to enjoy life, that I no longer enjoy it. I live a day, or a week, with the idea that I am ok with just going through the motions. I wake up when I want to. I go on my phone cause I want to. Then I smoke one and lay in bed until the light hurts my eyes. After those types of days, I usually wake up with the stress that I am halfassing life. Sometimes the stress drives me to a point where I am so focused on doing something, that I end up doing nothing. It is frustrating, but it is my life. Some days are better than others, but still, they are days; and I am grateful. By the time I die, I will probably wish I had done more. But until then, I'll do what I can.

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