DailyThought #3 - Support

I was a work today, I came in a good mood, and the day was going by with no roadblocks; the customers were nice, my coworkers are friendly, and it wasn’t overwhelming. This job fell into my lap: through a chain of connections to my mother, I got into contact with the owner of this restaurant, and he gave me a job serving, no questions asked. So, I vowed to myself that I would work as hard as I could as a sign of my gratitude. So far, I have kept my vow. But I can’t lie, there have been times where I am just tired. At the end of my shift today, I was just tired. I was sweeping a rug, and making no progress, as my manager walked by and said, “Hey Silas,” I turned around in fear, thinking I did something wrong. “You’re doing a great job today.” Then she walked away. My eyes lit up, my feet didn’t hurt anymore, and my mind cleared. It gave me energy.

When I got off of work today, I instantly started working on anything regarding CuppingEars - not only because it makes me happy, but because I want it to be my form of occupation. And I know that does not come without work. I sat down on the couch and started checking off my to-do list for the day. Then, I opened up Instagram, and started scrolling. I was feeling lazy. After walking around all day, I didn’t want to do anything. So I started to justify my laziness, coping with myself. But then I heard a knock on the door. I walked down stairs and cracked the door open. I didn’t see anyone, so I pushed the door open further, and I still didn’t see anyone. I looked down and a package, addressed to me, sat at my feet. I didn’t order anything, so I was a little confused. Inside the box there was a microphone. My friend and brother from another mother, Gavin, sent me a mic. He has been watching recent videos of mine, with the static of wind in each one. After another friend, Frank, suggested I get a mic, Gavin did. Again, a burst of energy ran through my body. I sat back down on the couch; but this time, with my back straight.

It interesting to see how much of an influence we have over each other, and to feel it on a daily basis, - the good and the bad - is amazing.

Better Than by Lake Street Dive